IT WENT GOOD!!

hey every one, just so you know my mom's surgery went good. They opened up 3 vein in her neck and didn't have to use any stints, She dosn't feel any different, and that not uncommon and we will see what happens in time, Pray for her recovery, I'm not sure what will come but I know if we pray with expectancy and Faith He can move mountains. and this disease is my mom mountain.

she went for a check up today I'm not sure how she doing to day i have not talked to them since last night. But They will be home on the 22, maybe i'll get a chance to post a bit more of and update later.

Thank you ALL so much for a prays and support! My parents feel so touch to know that there family is much bigger then they thought.

On sunday i gave them some cards from some of you and other family and friends and my dad said with his soft voice (meaning he was super moved and was trying not to cry) ' You know dear, You have some really Good friend.' I'm realizing more and more that people do normaly get the chance to build relationships like we did in our year of kaleo.

I love you all deeply and i think all of you randomly. I'm so thankful the extended family i have (thats you lol)

ITS ALMOST CHRISTMAS!!!!!!! Oh man like 7 days!!!!!!!!!!

We are going to adams parents for christmas, They live just out side of dunce in Junoa bay (i have no idea how to spell it), its not to far away from croften if you heading towards maple bay

It will be my first christmas with out my parents. But we are going up Mt Washington for 4 nights starting on the 27th to spend time with my side of the family.... I'M SO EXCITED FOR CHRISTMAS! I LOVE FAMILY!

Ok I'm going to go now

LOVE YOU

Meesha.

Hello my friends...

Hey everybody,

just wanted to say hi. Life is difficult but God is so faithful. I've been really struggling with reaching out in community, I feel like all my close friends are far away and it's so hard to make new friends and develop relationships. Sometimes I feel like I hit a brick wall at my church, I know a lot of people on a shallow level but have very few actual deep relationships...I think a large part of this is because I am busy, very busy (because its hard to sit still, I don't like being alone) but perhaps I am not making enough time for people.

But God sees me, I know this, and he knows me, and he hears me. He brings me friends when I really, really need them (like this weekend I got to see Meesh and Adam!) I don't want to just talk about what community should be and complain when it isn't, I want to move toward creating and nurturing it. I just find it hard to step out of my comfortable place I guess.

And Christmas is going to be hard. My dad's birthday is on Christmas day so that adds to an already difficult day. But Lewis and I are going to Mexico with his family in a couple weeks and will miss spending the first Christmas day without dad with my mom and sister. But I am praying (and if you think of it, maybe you could join me in this) that this will be just what I (we) need.

Could you pray, my friends?

I love and miss you guys. Matt it is so good to hear a bit about what you're up to. And Dan and Katie, I am SO excited for you guys. Marriage is really fun and fabulous :)

I'm back on facebook again. Add me if you think of it!

And I've started another blog to help me process grief and emotions. I needed to start writing again. IF you want to check it out click here

Love you guys lots!

Ellie