just a quick lil update.... lol no promises

I will try to make this quick .. try lol
So my last blogg was a bit of an emotional blogg... Necessary?.. i'm unsure of that yet. But what ever lol
So this last month has been a struggle for me But still the Lord is victorious! and will for ever be!!! the last week or so my heart has been lifted so much by Christ all around me its sweet! I have been tossing around the idea of leaving this town for a little bit.. I think that apart of it is longing to run away.. Partly because i feel stuck here and a little useless. So i've been chattin with God about it. What i have been getting is... don't go.. not yet... be here... You may not have a job... But your doing what i want you to do .. So stop having a pity party and do! Live it!
And THEN all of these small little opportunities have come up in just this last week.. Random conversations with girls in my youth, and some not in my youth group. He has provided me with time!.. time to spend with people and words to say! I LOVE HIM!! STINK!! Our God is SO COOL! He blows my mind right now just thinking about all of the ways that He is so evident in my days!!!! So i have started to see all of these little opportunities to serve him in a new way!! and its really rad! Knowing that I'm growing and i'm not who i was yesterday.. Because i grow more and more ever day and don't even stop to think about it some times. I thank you all so much for your prayers!!!! keep them up! i still feel like i need some sort of direction, some days i feel like i'm driving a car with no lights on.. in the dark... and i'm a little scared of the turns coming up.
I've been talking to YFC a lot lately!... I have fallen in love with that rad organisation and would love to one day be apart of that team!!! SO pray with me!
I love you all deeply and i'm so thankful for the time God gave us together!..And it pumps me up when i think about how much we all have grown.. How far we have all gone... It makes me feel apart of something much bigger then my self... like my heart is in 100 different places at once!
Know your in my prayers! and I think of all of you often!
Peace out mang!
Michelle
p.s I love that people still remember there names we got at the end of kaleo... well i know that scott and steve remember there's.. lol I have a crappy memory some times!.. k I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!