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Alright folks...here's the deal. Two Sundays ago, I moved out. I just couldn't handle the pressure anymore and I finally broke. I don't really know what to say other then I just couldn't do it anymore. My dad and I never really talked about it, I just kinda packed my suitcases and asked him to take me to my Grandma's house. He was a little surprised because I had just got home from my trip to BCrest (which was so refreshing), but he understands why I need to be out. So, I am currently living in my Grandma's basement on the couch. It sucks, but it's better then being at home. And Grandma just bought me a car so that I will be able to get myself to work and so that I can do my own thing which is also really nice. The car isn't anything special and nothing to really get excited about, but it does what I need it to do so I am happy. And after a recent conversation I realized that I need to start letting the people around me and the people who love me the most share in my hurts. I need to learn to be vulnerable with my friends and let them support me. So, that's exactly what I am working on right now. I have had a couple sweet conversations already about where I am at and what is going on in my heart and it feels so good to be able to talk about it!
Thank you for your continued prayer and support and I will do my best to keep you all updated. It's kinda tricky because I don't have internet at Grandma's but a phone call is always welcome!
"...He rescued me because He delighted in me." Ps. 18:19
trying really hard to be... TRUSTING JESS!!
Thank you for your continued prayer and support and I will do my best to keep you all updated. It's kinda tricky because I don't have internet at Grandma's but a phone call is always welcome!
"...He rescued me because He delighted in me." Ps. 18:19
trying really hard to be... TRUSTING JESS!!
posted by Jessica! at 3:46 PM
6 Comments:
Hey honey! I am so happy for you that you are in a safe environment with your grandma who loves you so much! What is your number, I would love to call you! I have your name on a sticky note here on my desk so I can pray for you daily girl, love you!
MY dearest!!! I would also love to give you a call! I miss you and i want to share in your hurt! Praying for you!
Jess! I missed you so much this weekend! I am glad that you got out, but understand that this is such a hard time... I am praying so much for you and love you a lot!! Call me some time very soon
So glad to hear that you are in a better environment. My thoughts are with you Jess, as well as my prayers. No matter what comes, no matter what doesn't, we know that He holds us in the palm of His hand. May you find comfort and security in that always.
Well done, Jessica! I guess that's a surprising thing to say, but I think this is a good choice. May God open up a whole new world for you, kinda like Joshua stepping into the Jordan River before it parted and the people entered the Promised Land. Scary, but oh so good! I'll be praying...
Isn't it sweet, that Jess and Ellie both used their Kaleo name in their blogs and gave us an update!!!! After the wedding we all went and had a chapel time and shared an update and used our Kaleo names....then I come on here and Jess and Ellie did too, so awesome!
So updates from everyone else on where they're at, in life and with their Kaleo name?
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