This day!
So ... I know that ALLL of you have checked this at least once today... if not more
SO knowing this i decided to post, Even though i have not much to say other then I miss you all deeply!
Christmas for me started about a week ago when i got home to PoMc. I have just spent my week getting the house ready for family coming and baking and cooking LOTS of food and yumy treets!.. Cookies will be the death of me. But sitting at home has given me lots of time to think and i think i have scared my self a little. You know when you just over think... about thing that you now you cant control..then you try to control them .. then it just kinda makes things sucky... Well that's my mind right now. Going crazy with thought.. like if i don't get a better job i may be forced to i don't know move or something.. Well to tell you the truth that's pretty much the only thing i have been thinking about... I tell my self over and over again to Give this up because i cant really control it.
So a prayer request for me would be that in this new year I would get a new Job .. or at least another part time... Because I on my own can not deal with this.
Being home has been kinda of hard for me this time. maybe because i am alone more this time, lots of my friends were not home or busy getting ready and what not. I find that thought of the past are creeping up on me sometimes and my heart hurt all over again. Then i remind my self of how i am not that person any more, I'm different, my heart is clean and White as snow. I feel spiritually exhausted here right now there is a battle going on in my mind and heart. I know the War has already been won, but the battle has caused some scars and I know there will be many more to come, For i have only just started to fight... and i already feel tired. But how Great is our GOD!!! SOOO great i need not worry.. but there are days (to many i think) when my human nature get the better of me.
You are all in my thoughts and Prayers.
Prays be to our God, father of our Lord Jesus Christ
May the peace of Christ be with you this Christmas
Lots of Love
your sister in christ
Michelle
SO knowing this i decided to post, Even though i have not much to say other then I miss you all deeply!
Christmas for me started about a week ago when i got home to PoMc. I have just spent my week getting the house ready for family coming and baking and cooking LOTS of food and yumy treets!.. Cookies will be the death of me. But sitting at home has given me lots of time to think and i think i have scared my self a little. You know when you just over think... about thing that you now you cant control..then you try to control them .. then it just kinda makes things sucky... Well that's my mind right now. Going crazy with thought.. like if i don't get a better job i may be forced to i don't know move or something.. Well to tell you the truth that's pretty much the only thing i have been thinking about... I tell my self over and over again to Give this up because i cant really control it.
So a prayer request for me would be that in this new year I would get a new Job .. or at least another part time... Because I on my own can not deal with this.
Being home has been kinda of hard for me this time. maybe because i am alone more this time, lots of my friends were not home or busy getting ready and what not. I find that thought of the past are creeping up on me sometimes and my heart hurt all over again. Then i remind my self of how i am not that person any more, I'm different, my heart is clean and White as snow. I feel spiritually exhausted here right now there is a battle going on in my mind and heart. I know the War has already been won, but the battle has caused some scars and I know there will be many more to come, For i have only just started to fight... and i already feel tired. But how Great is our GOD!!! SOOO great i need not worry.. but there are days (to many i think) when my human nature get the better of me.
You are all in my thoughts and Prayers.
Prays be to our God, father of our Lord Jesus Christ
May the peace of Christ be with you this Christmas
Lots of Love
your sister in christ
Michelle
posted by Michelle at 6:06 PM
2 Comments:
Hey love! I'm praying for you and I really love you. God is good and he is not going to give up on you, keep fighting and trusting in him!
thanks for posting chell. and you are right, i do check it all the time. this time of year is a strange one... lots of time for thinking and such. but i like what you say, our God is Great! keep that in mind!
luv ya!
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