Thursday, December 18, 2008

from the stinker her self... and i just burnt the junk out of my hand it hurts a little... i spilt boiling water on it Good job michelle good job!

My dearest family,
Im sorry about the lack of posting, I had meant to post long ago and even had a few written out but could never seem to put them up, or something would go wrong then it would be gone.
My life these past few months has been strange but normal at the same time. The summer seems so far away but its only a few months. In sept. when i was on that crazy road trip i found that my heart couldn't wait to move in with Sheri and get settled in. For the first week or so i didn't have a job so that made things hard. But then i got one but just was unable to start for like a month, do to the fact that super store is well Stupid store. But God is good, One of the biggest things he is teaching me is that He will always purveyed. Well DUHH Michelle of course He will, I have always known this in my head but not so much in my heart.
God chose to purveyed through some sweet ways, our chruch gave us a food hamper, and my Grate Grandpa who died about 3 years ago put some money away for me when i was born and i only just found out about it. Crazy.

My hart at the moment is confused, I feel as if i'm not doing something that i should be doing... but i'm not sure what that something is. or maybe i do and i just want to see it yet. My mind has been full of questions of what will happen next. I'm confused about my future and a little scared, I'm not sure what is supposed to happen next. Please pray that God make it clear what my next step is to be (i'm not good with the small hints so I pray he makes it a big hit like maybe slapping me in the face with it or something.) Please continue to pray for Sheri and i as we live in L.C, pray for Passion and desire, That my heart my yearn for our youth. My heart seems to be atacted by such small thing, Some time i just get frustrated over the smallest thing. this i fear get in the way, so pray for patients that i would not be easily annoyed. And most of all pray that my heart would be fill with Love. A love that is not my own, for i know not the full meaning of the word. Pray mostly for love because every thing elts will follow.

I think of all of you often, and my heart long for the day when we will be together again. But i am filled with Joy when i think about how God is using you and what he is teaching you. I'm am so thankful and feel so bless that God chose to give me 30 beautiful gifts of friendship.

You will be in my Heart for ever
lots of love
Michelle

4 Comments:

Blogger Kelsey said...

hey beautiful roomie! I really miss you a lot and the love that you have for people :o) thanks for sharing your heart and being so honest about it... i'll be asking God to show you what He wants for your life and where He wants you to go.. an also that you will have such an abundance of love for others that no one will question that it comes from God. I love you a tonne and look forward to more "room" talks with you, wherever we meet next!!

December 18, 2008 at 11:00 PM  
Blogger Sheri said...

Meesh, I am so glad that I found you this morning!!! U are incredible, and God is incredible times 4 million... Be enouraged!!
Love you

December 19, 2008 at 10:39 PM  
Blogger Jim Badke said...

Hey Michelle (and Sheri)! Thanks again for the amazing salmon dinner a little while ago in your wonderful new suite. Somebody wrote a book once called, "Don't Sweat the Small Stuff--and It's All Small Stuff." Interesting idea, but I wonder if God has you dealing with "small stuff" right now because he has big stuff in mind for you. He wants to be able to say to you, "Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!" (Matt 25). Hang in there - what you are doing in LC matters!

December 20, 2008 at 9:44 AM  
Blogger Michelle said...

Thanks jim
Those were the words my heart needed to hear.

December 20, 2008 at 9:18 PM  

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