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So i have tried to blog some may time before .. But ever time i have... I have written out the hole thing and then unplugged my computer ... and then it died because there was no battery in it because i just do that some times.. and another time it just did't up load.. due to the fact that my computer sucks!...
AnyWHO.. nuff O' dat. I'm at camp right now and i'm in the computer room.. I don't really feel like sleeping at the moment and no one alts is awake really. So i decided to up date you all.
Leaving Lake Cow,
Well that was kind of a crazy time. for my heart and also the fact that i need to move all my sutff out of our beautiful little place. Some to camp and Most to my rents house in good ol' PoMo. It was kind of hard because my little car can only hold so much... Only because its SO smart! and there isn't much room for mindless clutter in it... I spent a week at home before coming to camp and that was good. It was necessary for my heart to kind of let go before trying diving in to camp.
My heart.'..
Being back here is wonderful. My heart was so tired and longing for a community of believers Back in L.C...so being here is Rad... It usual does not take me long to feel apart of a group, But here i still feel like i am kind of on the out side. But maybe that is because i have kind of placed my self there with out even noticing it. My heart has Gone through ALOT in this past month!.. God has shown me through a Rad Friendship that my heart is not fully healed from the scares of my past. This pain that i feel is necessary though, I feel there are things that God has allowed to come in to my life to test my faith. Knowing this brings me a lot of joy Because i can feel my self walking on my own. In my mind I am like a little girl learning to walk and her daddy has just let go of her hand only to see her take her first steps on her own and there is so much joy on both of there faces! She may fall a few times but she is ok because her daddy is right there. I am learning How to go about center relationships, and what a better place to relearn about relationships then at camp! lol
Camp...
Camp is going good and the summer is coming fast! and there is much work to do here. The new boys bath room is coming along great and the New stairs have kind of been started.
I love my position (Events assistant) Its lots of fun! and i love the work that i get to do!... a lot of it right now is painting things for our carnival and some other random thing... and also the Van.. witch will soon say Good to be Alive on it. Steve and Jordan and I have made a puppet blog!..check it! www.acrewpuppets.blogspot.com .. Its how we roll in the all star office!.. Steve and I have done lots of planning in the past 2 months and to see Lots of it coming together feels great! after leading such a small group of kids in L.C and going to leading like 494 more should be crazy! I'm excited to see the ways God will teach me through out the summer and how i will grow from it.
PoMo..
So if the lord willing i will be moving back home at the end of the summer. Please pray... if the lord puts in on your heart randomly for My friend there. Its hard for me to explain lots of thing but Keep My small beautiful town in your prayers, May there eyes be opened to the Truth! Pray that My heart is willing be to used in that place no matter how much it may hurt.
But i am excited to (lord will) live at home, I love my parents a lot! and i think i realize that more and more every day. They went on a hike the other day!.. My dad is Rad and was able to get my moms electric chair(and also her lol) through some ruff train(I'm not sure if that is the correct way of spelling that but w.e!lol) They went to San Joe...( a few of you have been there with me) and there were some trees that had fallen across the path.. the first one my dad chopped up and the other one was to big but he was like..' I have not come this far to let a tree get in my way'... God send 4 random hikers to help them get over the last fallen tree and they got to spend the day on the beach!.. my mom has not been out there for years so it brought her much joy! she was sad that she could not walk on the sand though.. so when they got home my dad started looking up 4X4 wheel chairs!.. i love him:)
So there you have it ... My heart and my Life over the past month in one blog!
I love and miss All of you!
Much love!
your K5 sister,
Michelle
p.s i think for the 310 shirts we should just say... 310 .. because we have no need for other words because its so awesome already and every one knows it! lol
AnyWHO.. nuff O' dat. I'm at camp right now and i'm in the computer room.. I don't really feel like sleeping at the moment and no one alts is awake really. So i decided to up date you all.
Leaving Lake Cow,
Well that was kind of a crazy time. for my heart and also the fact that i need to move all my sutff out of our beautiful little place. Some to camp and Most to my rents house in good ol' PoMo. It was kind of hard because my little car can only hold so much... Only because its SO smart! and there isn't much room for mindless clutter in it... I spent a week at home before coming to camp and that was good. It was necessary for my heart to kind of let go before trying diving in to camp.
My heart.'..
Being back here is wonderful. My heart was so tired and longing for a community of believers Back in L.C...so being here is Rad... It usual does not take me long to feel apart of a group, But here i still feel like i am kind of on the out side. But maybe that is because i have kind of placed my self there with out even noticing it. My heart has Gone through ALOT in this past month!.. God has shown me through a Rad Friendship that my heart is not fully healed from the scares of my past. This pain that i feel is necessary though, I feel there are things that God has allowed to come in to my life to test my faith. Knowing this brings me a lot of joy Because i can feel my self walking on my own. In my mind I am like a little girl learning to walk and her daddy has just let go of her hand only to see her take her first steps on her own and there is so much joy on both of there faces! She may fall a few times but she is ok because her daddy is right there. I am learning How to go about center relationships, and what a better place to relearn about relationships then at camp! lol
Camp...
Camp is going good and the summer is coming fast! and there is much work to do here. The new boys bath room is coming along great and the New stairs have kind of been started.
I love my position (Events assistant) Its lots of fun! and i love the work that i get to do!... a lot of it right now is painting things for our carnival and some other random thing... and also the Van.. witch will soon say Good to be Alive on it. Steve and Jordan and I have made a puppet blog!..check it! www.acrewpuppets.blogspot.com .. Its how we roll in the all star office!.. Steve and I have done lots of planning in the past 2 months and to see Lots of it coming together feels great! after leading such a small group of kids in L.C and going to leading like 494 more should be crazy! I'm excited to see the ways God will teach me through out the summer and how i will grow from it.
PoMo..
So if the lord willing i will be moving back home at the end of the summer. Please pray... if the lord puts in on your heart randomly for My friend there. Its hard for me to explain lots of thing but Keep My small beautiful town in your prayers, May there eyes be opened to the Truth! Pray that My heart is willing be to used in that place no matter how much it may hurt.
But i am excited to (lord will) live at home, I love my parents a lot! and i think i realize that more and more every day. They went on a hike the other day!.. My dad is Rad and was able to get my moms electric chair(and also her lol) through some ruff train(I'm not sure if that is the correct way of spelling that but w.e!lol) They went to San Joe...( a few of you have been there with me) and there were some trees that had fallen across the path.. the first one my dad chopped up and the other one was to big but he was like..' I have not come this far to let a tree get in my way'... God send 4 random hikers to help them get over the last fallen tree and they got to spend the day on the beach!.. my mom has not been out there for years so it brought her much joy! she was sad that she could not walk on the sand though.. so when they got home my dad started looking up 4X4 wheel chairs!.. i love him:)
So there you have it ... My heart and my Life over the past month in one blog!
I love and miss All of you!
Much love!
your K5 sister,
Michelle
p.s i think for the 310 shirts we should just say... 310 .. because we have no need for other words because its so awesome already and every one knows it! lol
posted by Michelle at 12:29 AM
5 Comments:
Chelle, I'm soooooo pumped to hang out witchhuuu this summer! That's so awesome that your mom went to San Joe and your dad is ridiculously adventurous too! I'ma comin' in 11 days!
oh wow chell. say hi to your rents for me next time you talk to them, they are so awesome, as is the fact yall made it to san jo!
super good to hear from you, i wish you all the best with camp, i know you'll have a blast!!!
steve
ps. love the puppet blog!
So good to hear where you are at girl!! I will be praying for you, your mom, and your hometown!!!
meesh!! I love you a lot :) thanks for sharing your heart with us, I'm glad to hear how God's working in you. I'll pray for you and what you're gonna be doing at camp this summer.
oh and the 310 idea for the shirts is great!! and also very true :D
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